Smooth

 on wednesday after work he wanted me to come to his office for a quick fuck because he had to go to an event after  he sat in his chair and had me sit on his cock and ride it i've done that before  it's like the most powerful way to get fucked  mentally   it's not a matter of force or letting a top be in charge  it's when i know i really am a bottom  i'm siting on a cock because i really want to  i'm moving my ass up and down on a cock because i like it and feels so good 

we kept our clothes on and after we came we just wiped up and went on our separate ways 

i feel attached to him  maybe just for now but it's a strong connection

of course i think about that guy but yes to meet him again would be weird and complicated

i don't see the straight friends that often anymore not so much time and obviously we are in different places now   also there's two that i'm attracted to and fantasized about 

damn you must really like getting fucked. were you bouncing up and down hard or taking it easy? was him pumping or you just moving?

sounds like wed was hot...

shame you don't see you str8 friends too much. you decided that you are gay?

he just sat  in his suit with his hard cock out   i was bouncing up and down fucking myself on his cock  he didn't pump or do anything  

i like it a lot and he knows that 

i've grown apart from those friends and they wouldn't be able to understand   once in awhile we met up and i have to pretend

it's his private office  after 7:00 there's hardly anyone around   i sucked him first  then dropped my pants  it was a fast fuck because he had a dinner with clients

those friends wouldn't understand about me.  the jokes and remarks about gays.  i've taken dick so many times and have no interest in girls.  

damn. did you get naked or just drop your pants? is it a private room?

too bad. i'm sure they would understand eventually. pretend? you totally gay now or into girls too?

you still hear from that bottom at the party?

i'm in touch with the bottom from the party.  he's a real friend now.  we sucked each other and saw each other.  we meet up for drinks.  we talk about what we're up to.  he dates, hooks up and escorts sometimes.

damn did he not even loosen you up? sounds like a hot set up.

you never know. one day you may switch back... lol.

oh nice. so you mess with him when you hang out? he suck good?

you been with any other guys lately?

i loosened myself up on his cock  it was a hot setup  just go there ride and leave

i don't see myself switching back and don't think it's possible 

we just see each other casually  we're both onto others   since i'd only been with tops he was the first to suck me in a quite awhile and it felt good

since last weekend with his friend i've only been with him  we were together this weekend at his place  there was brunch with other of his friends

the big thing was he said he'd like me to be smooth  i'm not that hairy  he took me to a spa to be waxed  they call it sugared  it hurt at first but got used to it

your guy don't suck you?....

nice. guess you been getting fucked by him a lot this weekend? do his friends you had brunch with no that he is fucking you?

he took you to a spa? yep you are now officially gay.... lol. joking.  but in all seriousness don't do what you don't want to do. I prefer smooth too but don't do it just for him!

he's a total top

we did it a few times this weekend  the brunch was this morning with two other couples it was probably obvious that i was the bottom from the body language, etc. it's not like there's announcement!

the spa was after   i had never thought of that   but he was encouraging and set it up/paid   it was kind of humiliating  i had to get on all fours  and spread my hole and the spa guy poured the stuff in my crack and pulled it out   then on my back  to do my chest  i had to hold my balls while he poured it on and then pulled and the same for my dick  the spa guy does him to  and it was like "oh he's going to like this"   i have to put cream on for two days 

damn bro. that don't sound good. he got done too?

you heard of a razor?.....  lol.

not today  he goes to that spa  he's pretty smooth  his dick and balls are clean

since i hadn't thought of this before i didn't think of shaving with a razor  they use a clipper for the pubes 

no he wasn't in the room i don't think they allow that!  

guess at least you are all trimmed now. lol.  it'll make your cock look bigger....

glad you had a good weekend. night.

it does make it look better  pretty much healed up

i still feel the sensations and sensitive where the hair was pulled out  

my ass feels clean  my BF had me go in front of a mirror at his place to so i could see how it looks  i never really looked at my hole before  to see how small it is and that it's able to take a big cock

he got tickets to the black party for us and we're supposed to go to the eagle to see what the scene is like