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how's things bro? had any fun experiences lately?

hey   last week i was a whore again  my blond friend from the super bowl party asked me if i wanted to be with him as the second bottom for a four guys visiting from for a conference

i said yes   we went to one of their hotel rooms  all white straight types 30s

sex for money  i could get used to that

nice. what happened? you like the group scene?

my friend and i got there those guys were smoking cigars and drinking  they all were straight acting so bi      it seems like there a lot of bi guys who want to use a young guy

we all said hello  my friend and i took our clothes off  we were both wearing jocks because most guys who want a bottom don't want to see dick

the guys took their cocks out and my friend and i took turns sucking them

one of the guys said let's fuck and my friend and i got in the bed on all fours  each guy took a turn on us i came in my jock

we were there about an hour and each got $400!  

this is only the second group scene and it was for pay and that sure adds to it

damn that is hot.  how did your friend find out about these guys?

did any cum while you sucked them?  were they fucking you at the same time?  all hung?  any fuck good?

sounds like a hot scene.

you didn't get your cock out at all?

my friend posts on cl asking for "help"  these guys found him and asked for a second bottom

one guy shot when i was sucking him  but he got hard again to fuck

they were all about 7 not super big

they took turns on us so i got it from each guy  one would pull out and then another would shove it in  all of them were good  it seemed like it happened fast

my cock stayed covered  i can see that a lot of guys especially when they're paying want a sub bottom boy to please them 

nice. did you swallow?

sounds like a hot scene.... did they fuck you hard and get rough?  any shoot their load in you?

were they all cut?

too bad your cock stayed covered.  you don't like to stroke it while getting fucked?

i always swallow i love the way i can feel a cock pulsate just before it blasts and how a guy moans when he cums   the straight white jock i hooked up with in the winter who lives near me messages me for head usually once a week

those guys were all business types all cut  some were rougher then others all wrapped i know two came while pounding me could hear them and they pumped faster 

if some guys want my dick covered and no stroking that's cool  i'm into being a bottom and getting guys off

nice. do you still meet that jock every week? he hot?

could you feel them cum in you even when wrapped or not?  what did the other guys do when they were not fucking?  bro, i'm so curious about the group scene.  I really want to try.

does you friend take it good?  he moan a lot or just enjoy it?

he jock usually messages about once a week  he turns me on a lot  great body  very good cock 

sometimes if a guy shoots a big load in a condom i can feel that inside when i'm getting fucked   after they came the others hung out near the bed to watch and make remarks 

my friend is 23 blond cute  he can get verbal  moaning and encouraging the top  he knows how to play guys  i can see why he's able to get hired for stuff like this   trying to learn from him

nice. when you did the group did one guy at a time fuck you or did you suck while getting fucked. it sounds like such a hot seen.  it is hot that you got fucked by four different guys.  did they literally just force it in or did they take their time?

got it from both ends and they'd switch between me and the blond  earlier we sucked them each properly

being a total sex object is what guys pay for and getting totally used is expected

they weren't out to hurt us they put it in slow to start and then fucked  sometimes it feels like it's forcing in but not really rough   being a good bottom means following the top's lead  whether he wants to just pound or if he wants me thrusting my ass on him  taking it how its given

saturday went out with my bottom friend for drinks and to meet the guy who sometimes sets him up on dates   he told him about me  we went to his place and we had sex  he said he would get in touch to send me out if that's what i want  

yesterday was family stuff and felt weird  because of everything

Black Party

how you doing bro.  did you get my email yesterday? never heard back. just wanted to check that you are ok?

yes!  thanks!  was distracted by losing my phone yesterday and work/traveling out of office in the afternoon

also yesterday morning went to that chicago guy's hotel room by myself to hookup since he was busy at the black party with other guys  he spanked me with a paddle before he fucked me  it hurt but was hot 

there were thousands of guys there at roseland  a big scene with music and carrying on dancing  leather everywhere  very gay!

me and BF his friend and asian stayed pretty much together 

there was some action but not all over the place 

no prob. glad you are ok.

oh so you met him again. does your bf know? he fuck you even better this time? why did it hurt? any new positions?

I can imagine that it was real gay there.... not my scene. lol.

did you fuck on sat night when you were there? was it a reg party or a sex party?

thanks for the concern.

i told BF and he was okay with it.   i really wanted that guy's cock again.  what hurt was getting spanked with a paddle.  he was into discipline and verbal.  we didn't have a lot of time so he couldn't do all he wanted with me--which was good!   he did me on my back.

that party was very gay.  there was  some sex going on out of the way.  because i was wearing those shorts with my ass exposed my BF fucked quick me standing up with our clothes on in lounge area off the dance floor.  he thought it would hot in public and it was.

back to normal...

damn bro. were people watching as you fucked? you did it standing up? did your bf's friend's fuck too?

damn, guess the Chicago guy really had something.  you best fuck yet or was his cock just good?

I want to try a sex party but need to be discreet.  not sure it would work...

standing up  people could see but some were carrying on but low key   the other couple did not  not as bold

Chicago guy was really tall muscular hung  and had an edge  dominant streak  

i don't know about the organized sex parties where you pay at an office building or places like that  i'm less and less discreet

nice bro. what is it like getting fucked standing up? it a good position?

felt great because of the public situation   i stood my BF stood behind me gripped me i had those shorts on with my ass exposed  he unzipped his leather pants and had cock out so we were clothed 

he put a condom on and the lube was in the little packets  he thrust into me and worked up a rhythm  i pushed back  sometimes we just stood still with him in me  he chewed on my ear  i played with myself thru my shorts and came in my jock   i felt so slutty but that was the scene

sounds like it was hot. shame I couldn't watch.

you get up to anything good this weekend?

just hung around this weekend with the usual guy  nothing out of the ordinary

The Eagle

the black party? is that a sex party? on fri night? I got an email and was thinking about going but not sure....

it's a big gay event with like thousands of people  there's supposed to be like some sex going on  leather stuff   

oh. I ain't into leather. guess that is why it's called a black party.

so you want to group? he planning on you getting fucked by some different guys?

we're supposed to see what it's like   the eagle on thursday and black party over the weekend  i guess we'll see what happens

he already has leather pants   we went to a store in chelsea to get me stuff   leather shorts with the back missing so my ass is visible and a collar 

did you go last night? how was it?

yes!  i wore that outfit.  the leather shorts with my ass out.  a collar and no shirt.   my BF wore leather pants with no shirt and a leather vest. we both wore boots.

it was crowded with guys.  a lot were older.  they had a guy who shines people's boots.  also a guy giving haircuts with a clipper.  my BF said i'd look good with a crewcut so i got it done.  it's short but i like it.

we went to the room for the code party.  lot of leather guys.  had beers.  guys groped my ass.  i was so hard.  we went to the outdoors terrace.  my BF wanted to smoke a cigar.  he doesn't usually but thought it would be fun there.

we were hanging out there for awhile.  this big muscle guy who was about 40 started talking to us.  he had leather pants and the crotch was open and he had like a leather jock with little ropes tied  there big,  no shirt harness.  he was from chicago and here for the black party.  he said that i should be on a leash!  that way no one could take me away.  he asked my BF if he could touch me.  he said sure.  he put his hand on my ass.  fingered me. we were all turned on.

he asked if we wanted to play.  we left went to his hotel room.   it was so hot.  he told me to untie his front and he was really big thick and huge smooth balls.  i loved holding it was so heavy.  he said "get to work boy"  i sucked him and my BF took his dick out and i'd switch and stroke the other.  he told me to take my shorts off.    i was wearing a red jock.  he felt my body up and told me to bend over a chair.  he fucked me.  he was big and rough.  i came in the jock.  then my BF fucked me.  it hurt because i just came.  we wiped up and got dressed.  he gave my BF his card so we could meet up again while he's here and see him at the black party.  my BF's friend and the asian are going also.  got like no sleep.

sounds hot. so a black party is all about leather?

was this guy the biggest cock you have taken?  did it hurt while he fucked you? why does it hurt when you get fucked after you cum?

bro sounds like you had a lot of fun....

one of the biggest/thickest i've taken   no pain just pleasure  to be filled up and feel it pounding deep  he hit my spot right

there's some pain and discomfort when a bottom cums first  because not being hard causes that  

some guys wear like a cage over their dicks to keep from getting hard because they like that pain  i saw guys like that at the eagle and didn't what that was about!

yes all of it was so hot

oh I didn't know that. but then I've only bottomed twice....

so you cum without touching yourself? he got it in with no effort/it just slid in?  does your bf not get pissed watching someone fuck you?

i could feel he was very experienced  i was lubed up and the rubber was lubed up he put it in slow and pushed little by little and my hole stretched around it and  i'm good at relaxing  once it was in no mercy!

cumming without touch myself happens sometimes and the greatest feeling  while getting fucked i get so hard and for awhile feel like i'm going to cum and then sometimes my dick starts to shoot   

it was like that with the first guy who did me  in a way i'm trying to relive that

i call him my BF because it's easier and kind of hot to say   we're being sexual  and he gets turned on when i'm with other guys

nice. was he the best fuck you have had?

don't know how you can relax like that... guess cause you are a bottom. lol. I can't relax like that.

he was great  hope i can meet up with this weekend  he said he'd love to train me to be a real sub  scary but exciting

a lot is mental  once i accepted that i liked it and done it several times i could work at how to relax and feel myself opening up and taking it in

hey  good that you can't relax like that  you can stay str8/bi

after last night i feel like i've over to the dark side  at first i was uncomfortable actually walking around like that  but the attention felt hot  getting touched and guys saying things to me

Smooth

 on wednesday after work he wanted me to come to his office for a quick fuck because he had to go to an event after  he sat in his chair and had me sit on his cock and ride it i've done that before  it's like the most powerful way to get fucked  mentally   it's not a matter of force or letting a top be in charge  it's when i know i really am a bottom  i'm siting on a cock because i really want to  i'm moving my ass up and down on a cock because i like it and feels so good 

we kept our clothes on and after we came we just wiped up and went on our separate ways 

i feel attached to him  maybe just for now but it's a strong connection

of course i think about that guy but yes to meet him again would be weird and complicated

i don't see the straight friends that often anymore not so much time and obviously we are in different places now   also there's two that i'm attracted to and fantasized about 

damn you must really like getting fucked. were you bouncing up and down hard or taking it easy? was him pumping or you just moving?

sounds like wed was hot...

shame you don't see you str8 friends too much. you decided that you are gay?

he just sat  in his suit with his hard cock out   i was bouncing up and down fucking myself on his cock  he didn't pump or do anything  

i like it a lot and he knows that 

i've grown apart from those friends and they wouldn't be able to understand   once in awhile we met up and i have to pretend

it's his private office  after 7:00 there's hardly anyone around   i sucked him first  then dropped my pants  it was a fast fuck because he had a dinner with clients

those friends wouldn't understand about me.  the jokes and remarks about gays.  i've taken dick so many times and have no interest in girls.  

damn. did you get naked or just drop your pants? is it a private room?

too bad. i'm sure they would understand eventually. pretend? you totally gay now or into girls too?

you still hear from that bottom at the party?

i'm in touch with the bottom from the party.  he's a real friend now.  we sucked each other and saw each other.  we meet up for drinks.  we talk about what we're up to.  he dates, hooks up and escorts sometimes.

damn did he not even loosen you up? sounds like a hot set up.

you never know. one day you may switch back... lol.

oh nice. so you mess with him when you hang out? he suck good?

you been with any other guys lately?

i loosened myself up on his cock  it was a hot setup  just go there ride and leave

i don't see myself switching back and don't think it's possible 

we just see each other casually  we're both onto others   since i'd only been with tops he was the first to suck me in a quite awhile and it felt good

since last weekend with his friend i've only been with him  we were together this weekend at his place  there was brunch with other of his friends

the big thing was he said he'd like me to be smooth  i'm not that hairy  he took me to a spa to be waxed  they call it sugared  it hurt at first but got used to it

your guy don't suck you?....

nice. guess you been getting fucked by him a lot this weekend? do his friends you had brunch with no that he is fucking you?

he took you to a spa? yep you are now officially gay.... lol. joking.  but in all seriousness don't do what you don't want to do. I prefer smooth too but don't do it just for him!

he's a total top

we did it a few times this weekend  the brunch was this morning with two other couples it was probably obvious that i was the bottom from the body language, etc. it's not like there's announcement!

the spa was after   i had never thought of that   but he was encouraging and set it up/paid   it was kind of humiliating  i had to get on all fours  and spread my hole and the spa guy poured the stuff in my crack and pulled it out   then on my back  to do my chest  i had to hold my balls while he poured it on and then pulled and the same for my dick  the spa guy does him to  and it was like "oh he's going to like this"   i have to put cream on for two days 

damn bro. that don't sound good. he got done too?

you heard of a razor?.....  lol.

not today  he goes to that spa  he's pretty smooth  his dick and balls are clean

since i hadn't thought of this before i didn't think of shaving with a razor  they use a clipper for the pubes 

no he wasn't in the room i don't think they allow that!  

guess at least you are all trimmed now. lol.  it'll make your cock look bigger....

glad you had a good weekend. night.

it does make it look better  pretty much healed up

i still feel the sensations and sensitive where the hair was pulled out  

my ass feels clean  my BF had me go in front of a mirror at his place to so i could see how it looks  i never really looked at my hole before  to see how small it is and that it's able to take a big cock

he got tickets to the black party for us and we're supposed to go to the eagle to see what the scene is like