A

The first guy I chatted with from his bottoming posting wrote me. I’ll call him A.

YOU PUT AN AD UP ON CL!  be sure bro.  don't do anything crazy.

I won’t  thanks

ok.  just be careful.  any decent guys offer?

there were some crazy ones but three were ones i would be interested in meeting

so you want them to fuck you?

i chatted with them and felt comfortable that they understood  to be honest  after thinking about it over and over yes i want to try it again

let me know what happens

yes  thanks

A few days later:

so did you meet someone?

hey  thanks    i met someone on sunday   

nice.  how did he go?  he fuck you?

you won't judge me?

not at all bro....

yes he fucked me  i sucked dick for the first time

nice.  was he hot?  hung?  how did it feel?

he was married and drove to me 37 white  worked out hairy he said it was 7.5  it seemed very big to me

i had told him i never did that before  he said we could take it slow  he sat in a chair with it out and i sat between his legs and he told me to play with it and stroke it and when it was hard i should just lick it and use my lips then he told me to put it in my mouth  i tried to think what it looked like when i had been sucked and copy that  i could taste the cum that was leaking  i played with his balls while i worked him with my mouth

it was overwhelming  to be doing it

he got really hard and then he wanted to fuck

sounds hot bro.  you enjoys sucking cock?  tell me about the fucking.....

i enjoyed the way it felt physically and mentally being dominated

when i he said he would be coming over because we wanted it safe i had to go out and buy condoms and lube that felt weird

he had told me to wear a jock because he didn't want to see my dick

we fucked on my couch  i lay on it with my hands holding the arm of the couch with my ass up and he fucked me from behind  

he went in very slow and it's like there's a sound once it gets all the way in like before it hurts at first but then it feels so good 

he fucked me for about 10 minutes  i felt his balls on me  he came i could see it in the condom when he took it off

sounds hot bro.  glad you liked it.  you think it helped?  he fuck you better than the last guy?

did you make the mo to get fucked or him?  he pin you down?

it sounds hot.  i want to get fucked now.

could you tell he was enjoying it?  he groan like crazy when he came?  bet it was tighter than his wife's pussy.......  lol

thanks   yes it helped because it made me realize what i like and to accept it

he was great at it but the first guy was different

when i was sucking him for awhile he told me to get on the couch so he was the one who decided what was next

he didn't pin me down he had his hands on my hips sometimes  he sounded like he liked it  he was breathing heavy and made sounds when he came  i could feel it in me in the condom because it was a lot

he said he liked to fuck guys as a break from his other life

if you think you handle the mental stuff then you could try

that's hot bro.  did you do anything to prepare for it?  to make sure things didn't get messy.......

he fuck you hard like the other guy or softer?

i don't know i took a shower and washed  i think i was clean he didn't say anything  i'll have to check about what guys do for that

he did it to me hard and fast

nice.  you like taking it hard i guess?  shit i am horny to do this now.  guess i'll look....

did it hurt after or you were good?

i like the pressure feeling of it going in and out fast this time i could feel my ass moving back to meet his dick when he thrusted into me and the feeling of resisting inside and then it getting through 

like before i was sore inside after and feeling empty

he said i was good for not having sucked before  i was getting into but he was getting close and he told me to stop

nice man.  sounds like you had fun.  were his balls banging on your backside as he fucked you?  he go deep?

i think because i'm shorter and thin that it feels deep because it's easier to go in  his balls were big and felt heavy holding them  they were slapping against my ass when he fucked  i was really hard in the jock

sounds hot.  getting a boner thinking about it.....

shame you couldn't jerk off as he fucked you.  guess you'd cum good!  you going to see him again?

i've been hard all the time thinking about it

i think that was like a power trip he had about me not be having my dick out or touching myself   that he was straight 

he didn't want  to exchange numbers he said he'd email me the next time he was looking

oh.  but i guess you'll find someone before that....  lol.

you're right  i know he probably just goes to different guys without attachments  maybe he'll want to come back but i can't count on that and have to find someone else 

there's a few others i was interested in and i'll see how it goes

going home early because of the snow  later

nice.  you are lucky.  guess you'll be having be jerking off early.....  lol